Everyone has a secret...but can they keep it...?

Hi my name is Meg. I've never had the desire to write a blog before until I came across a few I really liked and well...I guess I decided hey why not.

So I guess I'll tell you a little bit about myself. I am in my early 20's but depending on that day I could feel younger or older.  I guess you could say I have an old heart; in other words I overly trust, love deep, and hurt easily...the ol' heart of my sleeve story right here.

I am an artist. I love photography... and I paint when I can.  I love art because it lets you see the world in a way not everyone can or tries to.  It not only opens your eyes, but others...that's why I think art is so beautiful.

My personality is corky, child at heart, perverted, sarcastic, true romantic, great listener, and little bit of a b*t**..but hey who doesn't have their moments. I am your average girl whos loved and been hurt...been picked on to many times and is self conscious because of it...but still has the strength to wake up and hope for something better.

So enough about me and onto this blog...I am going to tempt to write almost everyday. The posts will be a mix of whats going on in my life ( no worries not every detail..that can get pretty boring) with a spice of relating it to life in general.


Okay so here goes...this isn't to recent of a thing but my heart has been a mess for some time. I was in a long term relationship when things got messy and of course as life works itself out right when my heart was suffering came along another guy who knew how to fix that. Long story short my heart became  a tug-a-war between the two.  Yes I was in a situation where I got my cake and I was eating it too...but it's really not that simple. If you care about all the parties involved well...it takes a hard toll on you.

So my advice to you, if anyone is reading this at all...
* well love happens when you don't expect it
* love is complicated and messy
* for some reason when u think things are to good to be true, they usually are

So what about us girls who believe in happy ever after?

All I can say is your heart will go through hell before it gets there. Love is NOT perfect like we are grown up to believe from Disney fairy tales.  If it were, just think how the world would be...people would be running around breaking into song everywhere! Your heart will be hurt, but it will eventually feel better in time and it will make you a stronger person.

I have very well so put up a wall around my heart, and I have learned that is is okay...because when the right guy comes along he will tare it down brick by brick and will prove that all those nights spent curled up in bed crying hoping your heart would hurt a little less were all worth it.

Well that is all I have to say for tonight. I hope I have touched someone out there or gave them a glimps of hope.

Goodnight-